Dicks are fabulous. You just have to get to know them. They are like a puppy. Sometimes puppies can do disgusting things, but you just have to learn to love them for what they are. Learn to see the cute and loving sides to them.

Ask your boyfriend if you can play with his dick. You can give it whatever hairdo you want. You can wash it, scrub it down. You can give him a facial, make it look pretty. Your boyfriend is your toy, make sure you are comfortable and enjoy looking at your toy your cute toy. Make sure that the toy is clean and make sure you communicate to your bf that what you want in terms of cleanliness and be willing to take part in his cleaning. Scrubbing down your boyfriends cock, telling him he is a naughty boy for being so dirty, and you are going to teach him a lesson after cleaning him up.

Once you have control over your boyfriends dick you'll enjoy playing with it more, same with the balls. Massaging and caressing them whenever you can not only strengthens intimacy and sincerity in a relationship but it also is healthy for him.

You should learn to make demands rather than having him make demands for sexual acts. You should shoot for control, because it will make you more comfortable. Once you are comfortable you will have a better chance at enjoying giving oral sex to your partner and actually getting into the act.

Rather than worrying about satisfying your partner worry about satisfying your dick. Once you have control you know what to do. Sexuality is a hard thing if you don't have confidence or don't feel you have the freedom to intuitively walk through it. Insist on having a relationship, not just going through motions or doing things because you think he likes them. You should do things both of you like.

I think the number one reason girls complain about not having enough foreplay, is because they don't feel like there is a real sexual relationship or like they have enough control in the sexual act.